I guess we never felt alive

I guess we never felt it.

I miss you

Even with lips pressed close together and my heat fusing with your heat. i still feel the distaance in out hearts. you're so far from me and without you i have no air. i'm not over you i will never be i love you far to much for me to ever not want you.
I love you. i know i do.

For the first time

I'm feeling good with being alone. I don't know if it's because of her or because you let me know the truth but this loneliness i'm feeling doesn't seem to hurt as much as it did and for that i'm glad.

I never realized well maybe i didn't want to

But there's always times in my day where i might stare myself in the eyes. Like i look deep.

They say " The eyes are the doors to the soul" so i guess i'm trying to look into my own soul. However for some reason. i look like i was crying/am about to cry and this saddened me Deeply.

When did this happen to me? when did i become such an apathetic and simply formless person? when did i lose all this motivation in my life and to live. This is terrible.

Mitchell Davis is a cool guy