I guess we never felt alive

I guess we never felt it.

I miss you

Even with lips pressed close together and my heat fusing with your heat. i still feel the distaance in out hearts. you're so far from me and without you i have no air. i'm not over you i will never be i love you far to much for me to ever not want you.
I love you. i know i do.

For the first time

I'm feeling good with being alone. I don't know if it's because of her or because you let me know the truth but this loneliness i'm feeling doesn't seem to hurt as much as it did and for that i'm glad.

I never realized well maybe i didn't want to

But there's always times in my day where i might stare myself in the eyes. Like i look deep.

They say " The eyes are the doors to the soul" so i guess i'm trying to look into my own soul. However for some reason. i look like i was crying/am about to cry and this saddened me Deeply.

When did this happen to me? when did i become such an apathetic and simply formless person? when did i lose all this motivation in my life and to live. This is terrible.

Mitchell Davis is a cool guy

Shiver

It's over. I can tell. I've both won and lost this battle. in that now i'm over you but you still seem to slither your way into whatever i do whenever i do it. you've Formed my actions,my thoughts and even my emotions. it's all because of you and how we lived out lives intertwined with one another.

wrapped in ourselves

falling into euphoria with the breathes we took.

you meant more to me than anyone ever has.

you are me and i am you.

I love the internet

At times it can be gross or amazing. However over all it seems that it is for me. and i like it a lot. i spend a great deal of time here and i feel like it's a key. a key to enlightenment and heart break and anything else you can Mold it into.

The internet is kind of one of those things that you just become one with. you use it how you want and how it best suits you and everyone does it a little different.

but in the end we are all the same internet users.

This is me in a most simplistic form.

So this is it.

I have taken time to step away from what you might call that life. and i am trying to take steps away from you. it's gotten hard for me to accept that what has happened is my fault and that we simply might not be but i can't hide my feelings no matter how wrong they might be. you ,yes you have made me. i am out creation. we are what made us who we are. if that were to make any sense. maybe once things get in order. I'll show you this and it won't hurt but for now the wounds will only simmer on my flesh like glitter in one your eyes.