So this is it.

I have taken time to step away from what you might call that life. and i am trying to take steps away from you. it's gotten hard for me to accept that what has happened is my fault and that we simply might not be but i can't hide my feelings no matter how wrong they might be. you ,yes you have made me. i am out creation. we are what made us who we are. if that were to make any sense. maybe once things get in order. I'll show you this and it won't hurt but for now the wounds will only simmer on my flesh like glitter in one your eyes.